Entry Two

So far I have almost released 3 songs, although not on spotify, I would say it is my most productive summer yet. After actually putting in effort make my mixes sound better, they are starting to sound exactly how I imagined. Making the process quicker. Still unsure what my future holds right now, which is anxiety inducing, I put my self through so much stress just to work on my craft especially during these hot summer days where I decided to move my equipment in my shed and create. Can't afford to pay for my room in my best friends home. I could be working right now and earn some bread but I despise that, thus I am putting all my time and effort in completing 20 track project. Will this effort be worth it, honestly I don't even know. This all might be for nothing and I miss out on everthing in my life. Like it always has been. BUT, I am hopefull. Today is July 14, 2022 and I hope these hard summer days are temporary as I ge back on track.